I have n’t been in love ever since I was in high school, I ’ve been talking about it for almost five years. Five years, it ’s reasonable to say that there should be a lot of people around me, but why? Am I still not single? And these five years, including the golden age of college love, I haven't met a suitable person, and this is something I regret now. Now that I am twenty-five, my friends around me have begun to meet their parents and start planning weddings, and even some of the peak weddings that have been married immediately after graduation, how can I stay alone? why? I also want to know why!
Like most traditional Chinese girls, I'm a passive girl. I'm also the type of person who waits for a boy to take the initiative to talk and pretend to ignore people. In addition, the character itself is relatively slow and has a flat appearance. This may be the main reason for not being in love. However, recently, when I watched the TV series "Why is Sheng Xiaomo", I suddenly felt a sense of awakening. The reason just mentioned can only be love at first sight. Except for handsome and beautiful women, it is generally difficult to happen. Therefore, the love of Jiusheng's love is still the majority. There are many ordinary girls around who have found good partners. Regardless of whether they are happy or unhappy, there are always people who hold hands. Sometimes I am curious how they started. Obviously, love is a matter of two people, and one person can only be a one-man show.
I used to think that my love would only be guaranteed if the boy took the initiative. But then I slowly realized that, in fact, girls should express more of their likes and concerns about the other partner, rather than waiting for the other party to guess your heart and hug you. Here I want to talk about my first love, but also the love that has filled me with regrets so far. We started in the second year of high school and ended in the third year of high school. It was almost two years. At that time, it was pure, but we liked each other and were particularly willing to stick together. Now think about how good he was to me at that time, including our common friends now. Say I'm not content, but after breaking up and going to college, I slowly reflect on why we broke up. I like to make small tempers, like to be angry, and to let him coax me, because he ignores some trivial little things, he asks me why every time, but I never tell the specific reason, and never talk to him What ambiguous whispers have been said, so that at the end when I said break up, I was separated, but at that time we happened to be in a class and wanted to take the college entrance examination, and I did n’t think about it. Forget about the horizon. Now think about it, he really owed him so much love and gifts. In fact, the enthusiasm in my heart was not worse than that of him, but every time I spoke, I didn't say anything. I didn't care, but I pretended not to care.
Hiding emotions in my heart has become a habit in my life, and I have never expressed it so publicly to strangers, friends or loved ones. And I believe there must be a lot of bad expressions around me. Because of this, we missed many fate, missed many opportunities, and missed many opportunities for explanation. We should open our mouths, open our hearts, say our thoughts aloud, and even if denied, let the world understand that we are not alive. In 2017, we want to express our love aloud, and let our relatives and friends know how important they are in our hearts. [Note: The picture comes from the Internet]